Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Neenillda jagatinalli kavitegalu huttuvudilla

novugalu saayuvudilla...
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Chinnu,

I am missing you terribly....wish there could b few words thru which i could describe how much pain i am going thru.....i love you tumba tumba tumba.......cant we ever ever be like before:-( i am sorry to ask u this but nange agta illa ninna bittu iroke....life feels so scary...i know this is wrong and u will never want me but nange eno gotilla eneno yochne barta ide....uffffffffffff......i love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu and ONLY YOU:-(

love

chetu:-(

Saturday, April 18, 2009

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii:-)

en madings? I am missing u a lot today! dont know y wish I could just get out of this like u have managed to come out of it:-( but yako sadyane agta illa. I am feeling stuck here. Sometimes i wonder how miserable my life is now and how miserable it would be in future. I couldnt be a good daughter, not a good girlfriend, not a good wife and now not a good mother too:-) what a tragedy alwa.....ok enila sumne yako eneno thoughts barta itu just wanted to actually tell u that I love u a lot and willl always love u......

i love you chinnu

take care

Nanu...

Sunday, April 12, 2009

wierd feeling

Some strange feeling kano....
I dont know after a long long time i felt like wrritign somethng for u....tumba aloo barta ide ivatu sanje inda eno kasivisi. I dont know the exact reason, tale ella bhara bhara ansta ide...ello eno sari hogta illa ansta ide kano:-( i know its not true but yako i have a feeling u had gone to see some girl today.
May be i am wrong, i hope i am wrong but then some wierd feeling and its just upsetting me. i tried my best not to feel this way but i am so sorry i just couldnt help. I msgd all possible friends, spoke to everyone possible just to kill time but then u know for me looks like the world has stopped.
I need to learn to distance myself from u, i cannot go on like this. i have to let u free, let u move on but dear i dont know why i am getting so selfish. why do i want to keep u for myself, why do i stillbelieve that u love me and only me:-(
I should accept the fact and reality that u dont love me anymore wy am i not been able to accept thta...cant someone just put some sense into my dumb head:-(
ayyo nange jorag attu bidana ansta ide kano.....uffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff wish i just die this moment:-( good night and I LOVE YOU tumba...............................