i love you

So much to say that i love you
Now that so much i need you
how would it be if u leave me
feel it for me to believe me
i am all alone but not alone
waiting for u and dying for you......

too much to say

I have too many words to tell … how much you mean to me but they are just words. My actions proved the opposite.
I am cruel. i admit that. i gave you love yet i took it away.
i had to take away something beautiful because I’m selfish and care too much about myself.
I can't erase you from my past i cant delete you from my mind all i can do is say goodbye.
i cant pretend you were never here
i cant fake like it didn’t hurt when you disappeared
i refuse to use a fake old grin
but then again I’ll never win...
I cant pretend that I don’t care
i cant pretend that you are near
so i guess ill just pretend to say goodbye...(JUST LIKE U DID)

andina ratri

Geleya indeko andina ratri nenapagutide.....
poorthi nidreyu allada, poorthi echaravu allada mantra mugdha sthithi....hegala melinnu ninnade hidita rajyavalutiddantitu...tutigala mele tambakina vagaru...adeshtu muttu kottideyo papi? dimbige oragi kulitu yatnisalu prayatniside...kennege noora hadimuru..hanege aivathu, kattige munnuru! tendulkarna score thara adu belitane ittu...tutigalige paapa, onde samane nillada daali. elunoora ippattikinta hecchu....saku kano andru kelalila...tuti bathuhogitu:)
amelanisitu ninna pritiye hage.... eega ellidiya? eshtu hotige siktiya? nanna manasemba rajyakke kanne hakida sogasugara!
love you
ninnavalu

belakeke agute?

Neeravateya ratriyalli kanasu hoddu malagida nanna kanasalli nee iruva tanaka belagaguvudu beda!

sittina saradara

appa punyatma!
nanna palina tirupathi thimappa, mantralayada raghavendra, pavagadada shani mahatma, shabarimaleya ayyappa, gulbargada bande navaju, shilube kodavikondu ilidu banda esukristane! idondu sala kshamisibidoo...ninu helida hage maneli irta illa...horage hogle beku.....
ninna prana tegeyuvashtu sundaravada dimplege, monachu meesege, ninna benna tiruvige, meena khandada sokkige, ninna splendorge, adara petrol tankige, adara mirrorge, king sigaretige--tala hattattu muttugalu. sakinnu, sittu madikollabedvo:0) raveyashtu nago gundu mari:) Lekkada teacherida kapalakke badisikonda high school hudugana hage upp anta kootirodu saku. nagu nagu...chi kalla:)
inti ninna
gelathi

ondu hidi nidde beku

elli kaledu hoytu aa nanna honganasugala nidde? hitavennisuva ratri? becchagina munjavu? suryana kirana taguva munna ringanisuttidda aa phonu? sota dinagalallu irutida vishwasa?...
Inthi,
Uttaravillada ooralli niddire hudukuva huchi

nanna baduku

Nanna baduku neene geleya, ninna mukhadalli naguvillada dina nanage kaargatala belakillada amavsye, neenu hotte kaaysi upavasavidda dina nanage baragala, neenu atte bittare adu nanu satta kshana...ninna naguviruvavaregu, ninu santasavagiruva varegu, nanage ee badukiddare saku....preethinda miss you kano

ninagagiye

Neenillada jagatinalli kavitegalu huttuvudilla, novugalu sayuvudilla

ninagagi

Kavithe huttalu hasirada prakrutiyo, gidada toppalo bekilla. neenobbanedurigiddare saku

AN ENDLESS WAIT

An endless wait is what keeps me awake,
A wait to infinity,
to something known yet unknown,
It’s definitely an endless wait.

Something I never chose,
and never wanted, Seems to be coming my way now,
Why is it so? An endless wait to something known yet so unknown?

Been through the various highs and lows,
Yet never felt so low.
Felt everything is just there,
but infact just seems to be falling apart..

Can someone help mend my heart?
Standing at the crossroads of life,
Figuring out which way seems to be right?
All I can see is an endless road,
which seems known yet unknown.

The fear and uncertainty seem to be setting in,
And I don’t quite know how to let them go?
I try hard yet the fear looms,
It’s the fear of the known yet unknown.
Seeking solace and shelter,
No longer do I want to run helter skelter.

Need to rest after staying abreast for the rest
It’s the need to stay connected yet alone.

Put on a smile for long,
and pleased everyone along,
My heart cried yet I tried to smile,
But now no more,
because I simply cant take it any more!

My heart cries out to you God,
Please don’t do this anymore,
We all need love and now need at this time all the more….

On Loneliness
As the nite grows upon me,
engulfing my very soul,
no path can i see,
i have nowhere to go,

my eyes ache,
but no light do i see
my ears strain,
but no sound do i hear,

the clattering of my footsteps
do startle me sometimes,
as it's echo tears thru the silence

with no one for company,
looks like even my shadow has deserted me,

loneliness my only companion,
friend or foe, i cannot tell,
so empty i feel
but my heart is heavy

my companion plots against me
robs me of my only hope,
life has lost its meaning
a lonely end awaits me ......