eshto varshagalada mele nin jote matadta idini ansta ide. ondu maatu kella? ee badalavane ashtond avashyavagita? agiteno nange gotaglila ansate:-( nindenu tappila naane sari illa. eega aa magugoskara nadru ninna maribeku? alwa? sorry chinnu adu naninda agala:-( idu nanna tappalla.
Nan manasu opta illa. eshtu avna jote hondkolake trymadidru nange agta illa. aa magu mele baruva priti nishkalmashavadadu like u said atleast that should get my uncompromising love! and yes he will get that. but dear, my love for u can never die. i know u have stopped caring for me. The day i got admitted it was like i was in a hell and my only wish then was to speak to u once only once so that even if something happened to me i would die peacefully. but u know when u called me i somehow felt that disconnect. i felt u no more cared forme. but then i also felt may be its just my feeling and its not lke that.
I waited for u to respond, i know it wasnt a moment of celebration for u like it was for my family but then i thought u will atleast be concerned abt me an come to see me the veryday but u didnt i waited and waited but u never came. the tone which u spoke just didnt have any feelings towars me:-( i knew then everything b/w us was over forever.
You have decided tomove on and u have successfully moved on. I am the one who is stuck here not knowing wat to do. I have messed up my life completely. I alsways believed my life was the best and i will make it great but i failed chinnu i totally failed. I made wrong decisions all my life an i can never forgive myself for this.
But u know life is there no matter wat happens i have to live it and i know i have to live it without YOU. I just want to congratulate u for ur new and happy life. I completely undertand u have to move on and gotta lead a life. Wish u all the best. i just want to tell u one thing. u will be only love and no one can take that place of urs.
I love you

muddu

hey chinnu,

nange ode ondu request ide en gotta? nan deliveryge hogodrolage onde ondu sala muddu anta karitiy pleaseeee:-( i long to hear that from u but nange adanna nin hatra helake dhyrya illa:-( huh! eno ella ontara eno sari ila ansta ide:-( i just hope this misery ends....take care

i love u always

nanu