Thursday, December 24, 2009

dear chinnu,

Trust me I tried my best not to write this for u but I couldnt help it, I had to pour my heart out atleast here. Chinnu, i know u are very happy wid ur married life. I have no complaints regarding that. But I dont know y I am day by day in the attempt of forgetting u and moving on my feelings for u is getting stronger. I am trying hard to notice all the negatives in u, though I am succesfull in convincing myself abt some of them but by the end of the day my love for u overpowers and make me forget everything.

There have been days when u have been nice to me but somehow I dont find any kinds of feelings left in u for me. I know u have moved on and I have no rights to even expect any kind of love or affection from u but I want to know what made u move on so easily? wasnt it difficult for u? or am I only foolish to have got stuck here, trying hard to find u in someone else.

I want u kano. Please lets be like before. I dont care wat the world thinks, please please please lets live for each other. I dont know what our relationship needs to be calledthn but I dont know I cant live without u. pleeasssssssseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee think about this. I really really love u. I am sorry for hurting u please be mine:-(

I love u and only you